If you search for my name, you will be treated to salacious accounts of my various lawsuits, medical board “accusations,” and other defamations. But trust me, there is more to the story. This is the same media telling you that the vax bioweapon is safe and effective. You also know by now that the new badge of credibility is being libeled. Judge me by my history.
I found high school effortless, and I attended Oberlin College. I then did medical training at major centers, including Dartmouth, USC, and Case Western. I had some idealistic mentors, but since I am unconventional, few bonded with me, and my path was lonely.
I was a late developer, so I always considered medicine secondary to other pursuits. I once told my wife and kids—half tongue in cheek—that my climbing career overshadowed all the rest. Despite this tepid commitment, even in elite physicians’ company, I was bright enough to mostly backstroke through the academics. A friend once told me that I was a “quirky genius.” But even this backhanded compliment was a one-off—no one else before or since been so kind. He had a massive stroke after the Covid vax, so there is no proof that he ever said anything like this.
My medical career was boring compared to climbing:
I am not sure what I was thinking in those days. I now have two artificial shoulders. I also ruptured my biceps, have foot arthritis after I broke it in a long fall, and had two knee surgeries after ripping my quadriceps muscle off a kneecap. The rescuers needed a helicopter to pick me up for that last one. Another time, I broke off a front tooth while clinging to the rock trying not to fall.
Residency required more time and energy. I wrote an account of one period in Butchered by ‘Healthcare:”
I tried to become a dermatologist once. These specialists stay cleverly in their own world, avoid dealing with serious problems, and make a lot of money without losing sleep. It seemed like a masterful concept. I was an annoying young man, but through family connections and somehow conjuring a fragile veneer of charm, I got accepted into one of their most selective training programs.
I thought this feat qualified me for the dermatologic lifestyle and wanted to spend my weekends hiking the Appalachian Trail. My mentors, however, thought I should spend 70 hours a week learning skin disease. After a year, they exposed me as a poseur and kicked me out.
I viewed it as a personal failure, but the whole time, I smelled something fishy. I was too close to see clearly, and I had plenty of problems, so I could not put my finger on it. Like the dermatologists trying to teach me, I did not know the history.
I finished training and then board certified in Emergency Medicine. It seemed like the right match for me. I could take time off, and I developed skills I could use on international climbing expeditions. But these were fantasies, and neither worked out.
I learned that the hospital emergency room was a political war zone and that the night shifts destroyed my health. Since my skills were related to family practice, I switched and did that for several years.
But generalists make less money than specialists, and it never seemed like enough. So for over a decade, I attended hands-on training seminars once a month and acquired many plastic surgery skills.
I developed a high-volume practice and met my first true mentors and wonderful colleagues. Since I had not spent the usual years in hospital surgical residencies, I limited my practice to less complex surgeries.
But as the prominent cosmetic surgeon Julius Newman told me, “If you do this work, expect trouble.” Every busy surgeon has complications. In California, lawsuits are also part of the game, and I had my share.
It was stressful, so to analyze my career, I wrote an academic paper about the hazards of surgery. Although general surgery was far riskier, I privately concluded that the odds of having a patient fatality during my career were high. From my review:
SURGICAL PROCEDURE / HIGHEST CALCULATED FATALITY RATE
Overall general surgery death rate: 1/500
Overall anesthesia deaths: 1/13,000
Esophagectomy: 1/54
Pancreatic resection: 1/6
Mitral valve replacement: 1/7
Caesarian section1/1000 – 1/3000
Emergency cholecystectomy1/30
Delayed cholecystectomy1/200
Appendectomy1/500
Gastroplasty for weight reduction1/200
Liposuction: 1/5,224-1/15,3369
Tummy tuck: 1/600
Facelift: 1/1,000
Here is the story about the last years of my practice from the preface of Butchered by “Healthcare:”
In the summer of 2013, when I was 61, I had two women in their 30s die in my surgical center. I sent them to the emergency room, but nothing worked. It was my place, so I was responsible. It was the worst period of my life. I felt guilty and was sleepless, and my wife thought we would have to give up our practice.
I did not learn why it happened until the autopsy reports came back fully six months later. One woman had an embolus of fat blocking her lungs. This occurs unpredictably, and there is no way to prevent it.
The second had a high local anesthetic blood level. We inject this drug into fat to decrease pain, and after liposuction, we sometimes transplant the fat back into the breasts and buttocks. This may have raised her levels and caused her death, but there was no way to be sure.
To occupy my mind, I started reading medicine twenty to thirty hours a week. My original training was as a generalist, but I had studied only cosmetic surgery for decades.
I began with the Prozac-class antidepressants, which I had prescribed since their invention. It stunned me to learn that they hardly worked and were often damaging. I read further and found that other psychiatric medications produce irreversible brain and health problems. Doctors have been trained to pass them out like jelly beans.
I learned that many drugs are given for wholly theoretical, even speculative benefits. Many are damaging. I consulted people for cosmetic surgery who were taking ten (10) of these at once. I began to see how medical corporations had done this to us.
I read about back pain. Most of it goes away on its own, but doctors had been thoughtlessly prescribing opioid painkillers and turning many patients into struggling addicts. Low back surgeries are the most expensive and some of the least effective procedures in all medical care, bar none. No one admits this even to themselves—not the surgeons, the hospital administrators, or the surgical centers’ owners. The enormous profits short-circuit everybody’s judgment.
I also realized that over the past three decades, younger and younger people had been getting heart disease, obesity, and diabetes. I wondered if healthcare, particularly medication use, might be the cause. I thought about Peter Van Etten’s line, “In this insanity of healthcare, the patient always loses.” I saw that we were breaking them on a medical torture wheel.
After my experiences, I resolved to stop practicing if I had another patient problem. I was 65 when it inevitably happened. This is the average age at which physicians retire, but the legalities take years to work out. The California Medical Board put me on probation, which required a string of expenses and indignities. I finally resigned my license. The Board could no longer harass me, and I didn’t have to worry about the insurance company jacking my rates up.
The medical boards are supposed to monitor and sometimes cull out bad physicians. But, during my career, the one in California metastasized up to a budget of about 60 million dollars a year. They were censuring half of us over the course of our careers. The “Medical Practice Act” that governed physician conduct was a slender booklet when I came to California but the size of a telephone book when I quit. The Board became an out-of-control bureaucracy with a captive court system specializing in monkey trials and intimidation. Currently, they are directed by law to censure those who “spread misinformation,” such as recommending ivermectin for Covid or telling the truth about the vax.
Later, as I watched physicians aid and abet the Covid tragedy, I realized that any retribution inflicted on us was too little, too late.
The last act of my conventional career was when my final lawsuit was settled in July 2022, three years after I stopped seeing patients.
The following is why I decided to write Butchered by “Healthcare” (from chapter one):
I have affluent peers, and many are not shy about it. A gastroenterologist boasted in the doctors’ lunchroom that he puts diamonds on the fingers of his infant daughters. In 2004, a cardiologist wearing a $3000 suit told me he “couldn’t pay his personal expenses” if he made less than $600,000 a year. Nouveau riche posturing like this is usually accompanied by stories about expensive, supposedly lifesaving treatments. I always vaguely smelled a rat, but I was busy and never gave it much thought.
As I continued to study, I realized that newer science proved that many of the therapies these people were selling were worthless. I wondered what profit their fancy cars or high incomes could be for them if they did not put patients first.
After much personal and professional reflection, I decided to write about the whole medical-industrial calamity. I understand I am a whistleblower, what it means, and what I face. In late 2019, I retired and left the melee. I can now say what I need to from outside the tent without conflicts of interest.
It took me three years to do the research and develop the writing skills to tell the story. I worked through one hard truth after another about medical care. Much of it was the agonizing effort of trying to pretend somehow it all wasn’t so. By the end, I was contemptuous of my peers and what medicine had become. And I knew that although I had taken care of my family, I had wasted my potential by playing doctor all my life.
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Erratum. Another correction to the last post, my Healthcare Power of Attorney. Modify it, vet it with your lawyer, and make it your own.
2. IF TRANSFUSION IS RECOMMENDED BY PHYSICIAN PERSONNEL, it will NOT be permitted under any circumstances unless one of the two following criteria is met:
A) Hemoglobin is less than 5, and hematocrit is less than 15
B) The Healthcare Representative in this document directs the transfusion to occur.
The Healthcare Representative will at all time have absolute power to discharge ____________________ from the hospital against medical advice, under any circumstances whatsoever.
Every possible effort must be undertaken to obtain blood from a donor of the Healthcare Representative’s choice.
Humans with medical degrees that exercise this degree of self reflection are rare. Respect bro. High Five. 🙂
That is heart breaking. I watched my ex succumb to the machine. What a waste of talent. Worse yet a waste of a life.
My ex was an unconventional medical student and cardiologist.
I believe heu2019s still employedu2014and thatu2019s disappointing, for sure.
I donu2019t think I can admire any medical professional who stayed, unless theyu2019re doing all they can to undermine the evil they have to work with every day.
But you ARE an excellent writer…I so enjoyed reading through your real life experiences. That climbing photo will give me nightmares tonight though haha !
On a side note, I’d love to know what your doctor confreres think of Newsome’s latest dictates which intrude shamefully on their Dr/Patient relationships. Can Drs. with any integrity go along with this ?
Contribute to CHD. I Think they will litigate it.
Thank you so much for sharing your poignant story.
The doctors in my family , I believe , chose their specialties wisely. PATHOLOGY AND RADIOLOGY.
Just wow. You are a reflective, moral doctor. A jewel.
As for the rest of your colleagues, I fervently pray for reprising the Nuremberg trials for doctors.
It must have been so painful for you to commit your thoughts to paper. I am in awe of you. Thank you so much!
As Robert says, it’s about the money. And I totally agree with the reinstatement of the Nuremberg Code and Helsinki Accords. They are so proud of what they do to children, 1 even posted a photo on Twitter, which they didn’t remove. The girl couldn’t have been more than 14, with a double mastectomy. There are Billions to be made from the hormones to the surgeries.
And if you ever gave Socialized Medicine a thought read Sally Pipes.
Epoch has gone totally paid, which many of us seniors can’t afford if you read the volume I do.
LINKS
MASS: Satanists Sue Anti-Abortion States for Preventing Child-Sacrifice Rituals – Headline USA
https://headlineusa.com/satanists-sue-anti-abortion-states/?utm_source=HUSAemail&utm_medium=email&utm_campaign=HUSAemail
https://www.newsmax.com/politics/merrick-garland-transgender-children/2022/10/04/id/1090459/?ns_mail_uid=3dd0100b-76f8-4f5b-a2b2-d6513009ea77&ns_mail_job=DM382541_10042022&s=acs&dkt_nbr=010504ce60ik
Dr. Andrew Wakefield, Truth Teller, u2018Cancelledu2019 for Publishing Clinical Case Study of Possible Autism/MMR Vaccine Link
https://www.theepochtimes.com/dr-andrew-wakefield-epochhealthpodcast_4751508.html?utm_source=goodeveningnoe-nonai&src_src=goodeveningnoe-nonai&utm_campaign=gv-2022-10-04-nonai&src_cmp=gv-2022-10-04-nonai&utm_medium=email&est=i3VlMmo1ozxlfY4W7wLj%2FlX5MHt%2FiMfW0ONnBx7MMpiQmnoT1P6jFkHTN0Q%3D
Medical Groups Press AG to Investigate People Opposed to Care for Trans Minors
https://www.newsmax.com/politics/merrick-garland-transgender-children/2022/10/04/id/1090459/?ns_mail_uid=3dd0100b-76f8-4f5b-a2b2-d6513009ea77&ns_mail_job=DM382541_10042022&s=acs&dkt_nbr=010504ce60ik
The Military can’t meet requirement goals even with a Free Transition that 1 takes about 2 years, 2 can’t do Frontline duty. So tell me what good are they to the Military? After the forced jabs many had to retire due to injury or heart issues. For a Pilot that ends any hope of being a private pilot. FAA Regs get’s them. OSHA gets others.
Dear Gail – to read the Epoch Times articles, try these 2 options:
1. Copy and paste the URL into https://archive.ph/ – put it in the blue box in the lower part of the website labeled “I want to search the archive for saved snapshots.” For example this is an article I came across on Epoch Times. https://www.theepochtimes.com/unusual-toxic-components-found-in-covid-vaccines-without-exception-german-scientists_4673873.html If you visit that URL normally, you’ll be blocked by the paywall. But if you put it into the archive.ph website, you’ll be able to read it no problem.
Important Note – you might have to clean up the URL for this to work. For example, for the Epoch Times website you posted in your original comment, delete everything after .html So delete “?utm_source=” and everything following that part.
2. An alternative option is to use the “12ft ladder” website. Go to https://12ft.io/ . Then paste your article URL into the light yellow “Remove Paywall” box. This option may be easier than the Archive-ph method.
So many have gone to paywalls. I’m a senior and don’t have that type of extra money. I’s rare to find a free article now.
JD RUCKER found on another search engine from Epoch
RUCKER https://jdrucker.substack.com/p/spike-protein-disrupting-immunity
https://vinayprasadmdmph.substack.com/p/we-are-soon-going-to-treat-covid19
https://www.jihadwatch.org/2022/11/glazov-gang-smart-cities-converting-into-concentration-camps
I think you missed your true calling. You are a mesmerizing story teller.
A late bloomer? May you bloom profusely as you explore your many incredible interests. God has truly blessed you with clarity of thought and an invincible spirit!
None of it is easy.
Iu2019m a painfully slow writer. I required 40 edits for my books. Iu2019m integrating my substacks over the past year into a book.
I might have to check your book out. Iu2019ve been on the other side of the table for many decades with multiple adverse events to orthopaedic implants(spinal).
When you have an adverse event to a medical device in New Zealand itu2019s as though you become an enemy of the state. Iu2019ve had a strong interest over the last few decades in figuring out why specialists suddenly run the other way if you have an adverse event.
I want to write a book but neurological injury and allergy to bone cement prevents that at the moment.
I wrote a Substack in May on the bad culture in the nz health system and itu2019s role in the breakdown of civilised society. Based on my experiences and what I discovered
Well done for cancelling your medical license and speaking out! A specialist with high morals seems to be a rarity these days.
Orthos in the US are said by their peers to operate anywhere they can find a lucrative billing code irrespective of indication. That said, they have done a lot for me.
My issues have been adverse events to orthopaedic implants. Systemic allergy to them. My surgeries were necessary but their fear of blaming an orthopaedic implant as the reason for the bad reaction almost killed me a few times. Still might
I just listened to Dr. Delores Cahill video who addressed the transfusion issue for the unvaxed. She said she is working on a system where unvaxed can join, and if they were to need a transfusion of their blood type, it could be found from among this group. It sounds promising!!! Your story is very interesting. So glad a new medical whistleblower is on board!!! Looking forward to reading your book! Ty for contributing to turning this nightmare world arounduD83DuDE4FuD83CuDFFBuD83DuDE4FuD83CuDFFBuD83DuDE4FuD83CuDFFB.
My late husband told me a story about 20 years ago. His general PCP of many years confided in him about the new young Drs. at his practice u201CAll they cared about was expensive big houses & carsu2026u201D.
I try to keep up with Delores. Where can I find her talk on transfusion?
Odyssey. It was within the last month. Also, part of is with Dr Sukarit Bhakdi. Its about 20 minutes long.
This is related more information on the subject of Safe Blood.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MdVVi3WlAo4
I came across this Safe Blood video just yesterday Nov. 28, in a comment section of another Substacker…thank goodness for these writers keeping us up to date on pertinent matters of the day…https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MdVVi3WlAo4
You’re a gifted storyteller. Keep it up! An aside: I had several friends who attended Oberlin and I might have partied there a few times 🙂 Beautiful campus.
It was PC then and barking insane now. I was able to find growth there at that time. I caught the premed train and never got off.
We’re glad you got on that train. My friends who attended there are good doctors as well. Sorry to hear it went down the tubes.
Thank you for sharing that.
You are a very brave and honest soul! Thank you for sharing your interesting life experiences and exposing the trappings of your professional life. You have my admiration.
Itu2019s been a long strange trip. The toughest part was the litigation. I would have been better as an engineer but if we look back we turn to stone like Lotu2019s wife.
Yes, I refuse to do “shoulda, coulda, woulda” for my life also. We all have to do life the way we see it, for the lessons we need to learn.
Youu2019ve climbed the highest mountains – youu2019re top.
Bob, I love the transparency. My fave lines: “After a year, they exposed me as a poseur and kicked me out.” “By the end, I was contemptuous of my peers and what medicine had become. And I knew that although I had taken care of my family, I had wasted my potential by playing doctor all my life.”
Wow! What a life you have had, so far! Now it looks like the next chapter may involve writing….more please! uD83DuDE4F
You are doing us all a great service – by speaking out and whistle-blowing about the general, background problems with medicine and healthcare, it is more likely to wake others up not to trust what the system is telling us about covid.
Long before Covid Iu2019ve had to become my own Doctor. After seeing many of them throughout my life, I had to figure out on my own in my mid 40s I have a genetic connective tissue disorder (EDS). They all missed the obvious clues. Iu2019ve had other very bad experiences with them as well, such as when a Chiropractor violently ruptured a disk in my neck, requiring a titanium plate, four screws and a donor bone. But I have to ultimately thank my blood clotting disorder, Factor V Leiden, for at least giving me one good thing, aside from a near fatal DVT at 21: I knew injecting a Spike Protein into my already damaged vascular system would be madness.
Along most of the Pandemic, my current Doctor constantly begged me to get the Jab, and I had to explain to him repeatedly why I would never do so. Now heu2019s uncharacteristically subdued and quiet. He asks me about my experience with IVM each time I see him. He finally knows what some of us knew all along.
Being a Patient always is a risk, Iu2019ve learned the hard way. But at least Iu2019ve put my lessons to work. This Pandemic has pulled the curtain back on the inner workings of those we know, as well as ourselves. I respect the work it takes to become a Doctor or any other medical professional. Itu2019s time they respect the work it takes to stay alive and well as a Patient.
Finding a real doctor in the US is getting harder, PA’s are taking their places, wanting to be called Doctors which they are not, with less training than a GP, much less a specialist you need. My Dermatologist retired, he was replaced with a green as grass PA. Needless to say, I will have to try and find a new Dr. If I can.
Look up Roger Chriss’ writings, he is an EDS victim. For me it was Fibromyalgia. Before the Web, reading library books. Since Brand names are not used off patent. Doxycycline is Tetracycline, which is VibraMycin, never had a Mycin that didn’t hate me. HCQ IS Plaquenil the most used RA/LUPUS drug since 1955. Stromectol is IVM, FDA HUMAN APPROVED since 1997.
Just because I’m a senior doesn’t make me ill-informed, or willing to risk junk science.
You need to develop doctor skills to navigate healthcare now. Good work.
Thank you for this wonderful article. I am in medicine the past 34 years, and I am utterly disappointed in many of my colleagues for not standing up for the truth.
One thing that greatly concerns me is that Prof Delores Cahill seems adamant that most of the jabbed will die within five or so years!! I heard her say this last year which was and is terrifying to consider. However, not many others or no one else that I am aware has said this recently, yet she is steadfast about it and said it again in a recent video. Any opinions?
Sharon, I have heard a couple of other people say that as well. I also worry about the jabbed, since most of my family and friends took part in it, but they do say that many of the vials might have contained saline, or different amounts of the ingredients so it’s hard to say how many got of toxic stuff. I know this is not scientific, but I know many folks in their 80’s and even a few in their 90’s that took multiples and they still appear to be doing OK. I am just praying that all these people wake up and refuse to take anymore!
I read somewhere that roughly 80% of the post-jab damage was done by roughly 20% of the u201Cvaccinesu201D.
Nice writeup!
Dr. Fauci: New, more dangerous Covid variant could emerge this winter
https://www.cnbc.com/2022/10/07/dr-fauci-new-more-dangerous-covid-variant-could-emerge-this-winter.html
Well, I donu2019t u201Cfan-girlu201D as a rule. My father was a VP for Capitol Records back in the day. I come from well-educated CFOu2019s, VPu2019s, politicians (yucku2026my big u201Ccollege wordu201D for the day haha), movers and shakers. I did the whole meet u201Cimportant peopleu201D thing. Now Iu2019m a Corporate America drop-out because I donu2019t want to hurt people for money. What my former peer group, and most of my family lacked was a sense of morality & ethics. I did, too, for the first 26 years of my life. I am impressed by you and your new mission because I well know what it is like to have to give things up in order to obey oneu2019s conscience. I admire RFK Jr., Meryl Nass, Catherine Austin-Fitts (I married into a family who hangs with the Bush familyu2026I no longer do the jet-set thing, believe meu2026all access denied, like CAF went through), Sucharit Bhakti, Thomas Cowan and the others who have been smeared, harassed, or experienced loss in order to simply tell the truth. Itu2019s not as easy as I thought it was going to be. I admire courage to speak truth now rather than money and power. You are doing the right thing, eloquently, I might add. Iu2019ve had to go up against psychopaths in court, learned about them the hard way. You are going against them, too. That takes courage. Kudos, sir. Song of the day (what else would one expect from a record execu2019s daughter?) Against the Wind, Bob Seger. Anyone I want to know at this point is going against the windu2026
I must add John Ionnidis, Micheal Yeadon, Dr. Peter Breggin and his wife, Ginger Breggin to my new fan-girl list. Dr. Breggin had his life threatened, too, when he went up against the manufacturers of Prozac. Catherine Austin-Fitts went through hell as well. Having brought children into the world gave me courage to be honest. I donu2019t want them in this nightmare. Otherwise, Iu2019d be devoid of courage. Anyway, thanks for standing up.