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There is now a push by the controlled media to put Covid into a box and consider it over, but our closet observers believe there is far more to come. 

Please run the video at fast speeds to avoid being irritated by my lack of editing. Here are sections where Scott refers to written material:

  • Tom Renz calls for investigation of hospital murders during COVID-19 pandemic – Brighteon.TV. (17:35 – 17:47 in the link) He is asking this of the same Congress that voted illegally to end Covid, put in a fake ADA law, and approved then failed to repeal Obamacare.

  • David Martin – Big Pharma can continue if they assume 100% product liability This is unlikely to happen and I am not sure why he said it.

  • Pfizer was fined $2.195 billion in 2009 for illegal promotions that resulted in 50,000 deaths. The criminal part of this penalty—over half—was the largest in history. It was a negotiated settlement that ensured the company’s continued survival despite their acts. After that, they acted like they had been taken off the regulatory leash. When the Brook Jackson false claims act lawsuit recently failed, Pfizer got away with murder again.

Scott helped create Breaking the Oath, a documentary about his daughter’s killing by the Wisconsin hospital system. View it free on Rumble HERE.

From the Patriot Review on Rumble:

America 1st Productions and Jeff Wagner of The Patriot Review bring you this groundbreaking documentary to expose the truth many can’t believe or accept.

COVID was intentionally developed, released, and spread to reduce the earth’s population. What’s more, the treatment protocols and the vaccine are the tools of this satanic evil, resulting in the deaths of millions.

The UN and the World Economic Forum have openly plotted and initiated this demonic medical tyranny as part of a detailed and deliberate plan to destroy Western civilization.

Like Adolf Hitler announcing his insane intentions in his book Mein Kampf, these madmen have put their plan into writing. Yet most people ridicule those who have educated themselves and know the truth.

COVID and future pandemics are just one of many tools in the globalist cabal’s arsenal to force those of us who survive into slavery under a “New World Order.”

“Breaking the Oath” centers around Grace Schara, a vibrant, happy nineteen-year-old murdered On October 13, 2021, by COVID treatment protocols created to kill. Millions have been murdered in the name of COVID as a part of this plan.

The heartbreaking story of the Schara family and those to whom this film is dedicated provide a stark warning to all. A profound evil we haven’t seen for a century has come into the world.

History is shaking us awake, urging us to remember times when civilization was brought to the brink of collapse. The “Breaking the Oath” story parallels our past, showing the shocking similarities around us. We need only to open our eyes.

We are the generation being called upon to once again sacrifice for the future freedom of humanity. We have never faced a more severe threat.

What path will you choose?

Download the movie and get access to extended interviews and more. Purchase the Director’s Edition at https://www.america1stproductions.com/plans-pricing

Save $10 by entering the coupon code “America1st” at checkout.

Scott continues:

Grace died at St. Elizabeth’s Hospital in Appleton, WI, on October 13, 2021. The medical personnel there looked us in the eye and exuded confidence. Since we didn’t adhere to their scientific dogma of Remdesivir, a ventilator, and a COVID-19 “vaccine,” they lied to us. They steered us in the direction that was best for hospital profits, not Grace. They must have thought there would be no discovery of their deeds or consequences for them.

At first, we believed what happened to Grace was an exception, but we know now that Grace’s death was one of 1.2 million hospital killings since the Covid era began. It is part of a larger euthanasia agenda legally codified by Obamacare on March 23, 2010. We are fighting for all the families who lost loved ones because our government doesn’t believe noncontributing members of society deserve to live.

What they want you to think a noncontributing member of society looks like.

What an actual noncontributing member of society looks like.

Comment:

The hospital protocols including the use of Remdesivir and intubation are killers. I pressed Scott about where he found the numbers showing that these murdered over a million people in the US. He pointed out the nation’s recent death totals from coronavirus. But a complete accounting would also include the patients dying when early treatments were withheld. If we additionally count the fatalities from the vaccine, I have no doubt that over 95 percent of “Covid deaths,” and more likely 99 percent, were caused by medical “care.”

Scott has been on about 500 podcasts and works over 70 hours weekly as an advocate. I told him to take an entire day off each week if he wanted to survive. 

His platforms:

OurAmazingGrace.net

His Substack is HERE.  

Send this to your friends with autistic or other special needs kids, and ask them if you can sign them up for Surviving Healthcare.

A gift for you: Cassandra’s Memo ebook is free HERE, Hormone Secrets is HERE, and Butchered by “Healthcare” is HERE. Hard copies of Cassandra are on Barnes and Noble, and the other two are on Amazon. Please write reviews if you like them.

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I write full-time to help my readers avoid being butchered by “healthcare,” to help them understand the world we face, and to encourage them to join the resistance.

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40 Comments

  • Avatar Dog says:

    Nice interview. Scott deftly calls out questionable statements by “celebrities” in the freedom movement.

    Eugenics goes back to at least the 1800’s (formerly) if not centuries before. Historical names you know have been advocates like charles darwin, alexander graham bell, george bernard shaw, winston churchill, teddy roosevelt, etc. In the 1920’s, laws were being enacted in the US (I believe passed in 22 states) to initiate eugenics programs. 50,000 Appalachians were sterilized and gas chambers were close to being built in CT. The nazis were encouraged and funded by US families like hariman, bush, and others.

    Today’s universal access to media coupled with the planned dumbing down of people and their knowledge of their rights, decades of subliminal messaging, desensitization, false flags, supremely corrupt politics, corporate fascism and more, have made the hopes of the 1800’s eugenics crowd 100x more effective than their wildest dreams.

    Unfortunately, Scott’s movie and other are preaching to the choir because they are blocked from reaching those that need to see it most. Nevertheless, congratulations on getting it made.

  • Avatar I_Am_Unconconquerable says:

    I agree overwhelmingly with Scott. First, a lie is a lie…there is no such thing as a little white lie. ALL lies are sins! Second, I lost confidence in Peter McCullough some time ago, I rate him a 1 on a scale of 1-10. David Martin knows, but something or someone is preventing him from revealing all, I rate him a 6. Pierre Kory, I have personally dealt with him, and had a positive take. Do I think he knows more but has reasons not to go all out…YES. I am surprised Robert Malone was not mentioned. He is an underlying evil that I would compare to Hunter Biden, he can say or do anything with no retribution. Karen Kingston is a warrior. Her faith alone prevents her from altering the truth in any way. Last but not least, when are you going to reveal that this bioweapon was created years before COVID-19 was? David Martin has said the patents were taken out many years prior, but I have not seen anyone follow up on this. Enough said

  • Avatar Frederick R Smith says:

    Few people have the fortitude to realize this is a sad example of a multi headed hydra monster. Specifically, the death tentacle. It manifests as one of the many ways the Malthusian elites and their Pavlovian puppets engage in population reduction.

    The Hippocratic Oath is a vestigial ruminant of a one time sane society. My heart goes out to Scott who is brave to keep the facts surrounding this event alive, despite legacy mediau2019s complicity.

    Godspeed Scott.

    https://open.substack.com/pub/frederickrsmith/p/population-control-of-the-peoples-964

  • Avatar Dachsie says:

    Thank you. I have heard Scott Shara’s testimony a few times and each time I am convinced of his “true course of rectitude.”

    I took a special interest in the PLANdemic in late 2019. I regard this production as being of the same category of false events often referred to as “false flag” events.

    As a Christian, I see this stream of evil running throughout human history, this mystery of iniquity, as moving along with the constant guidance and supernatural action of God in human events. Think of Old Testament “miracles” such as Joshua and the walls of Jericho, and number of people converted to Christ in one day at the story of the loaves and the fishes. God seems to like a few people in humble circumstances to win out over massively being outnumbered. Our job is to listen to and acknowledge God in all thy ways and He will direct thy paths..

    The “Breaking the Oath” movie that showed in regular movie theaters is exactly happened during the my early days of residing in the conspiracy corner, back in early 1990s.

    America: Freedom to Fascism, 2006
    produced by Aaron Russo.

    https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Aaron_Russo

    We are at a turning point in world history. We do not want to do a physical revolution, like what is happening in France right now, but even that appears understandable this time because the middle class are being beaten down in every aspect of their lives. But that is just what “they” want us to do. It is the old pincer movement and to quote myself from years ago, ‘we’re Saddamned if we do and Sadamned if we don’t. It is a very sad time for all people when they see their country and their culture being deliberately destroyed, and we see ever more clearly that that only leads to a One World Death and Slavery System for all.

    One of the very hopeful things I have seen recently in the USA is that people are each individually deciding to stop patronizing products and stores and companies and services that promote child mutilation and elimination of parental rights. People are blowing Budweiser to Hell and this is done by righteous everyday people having a conscience and doing the right thing when no one is looking. Dr. David Martin started using his knowledge and skills when he saw clearly how “they” were going after the children.

    Defending the weak and the innocent in the right way may save our eternal souls.

    ____________

    For my yoke is sweet and my burden light.

    Mathew 11:30

  • Avatar Jursy Gurl says:

    The story of Grace Schara is a tragedy and murder. How do those nurses and doctor sleep at night?

  • Avatar jeffrey p lubina says:

    First, I love you, doc. My brain is about to burst, so please forgive my unloading on your chat. If there are spelling errors, Iu2019ll be coming back later to correct them. So here it is:

    You really are one of the few human-health scientists I trust to evolve your thinking; your understanding of the realities of this mulit-century, multi-pronged extermination processu2014like a satanic octopus from hell.

    For over 30 years Iu2019ve been trying to convince people of the fraud of several Scamdemics unfolding over and over again, and the Bioweapon-Vaccines & Viruses they develop prior to each event; that itu2019s the same process as the FalseFlag 9/11 event (consider those who invested & insurance policies just prior and the war-weapon profits, land-grabs & territory controls that followed in the Middle East). In both cases, profits & control were the results of their extreme fear used to get people to yield their freedoms, as Scott has said. Though Iu2019m not religious at all, those behind all of these murders due in fact practice ritualistic Satanic philosophies. They are Eugenicists, NOT religious, but anti-God and anti-Humanity. They are all evil, power-hungry money-junkies; Rothschild, Rockefeller, Schwab, Gates… And unless you study their own words expressing their plans over the past several hundred years, like the Protocols of Zionism that surfaced mid 17 & 1800u2019s (3 hour audio version imbedded in every Substack I publish) you will never be able to defeat u201Cthem.u201D

    I believe Scott is correct about doctors misleading or confining people within boxes of thinking. Iu2019ve tried to trust many of these well educated physicians & researchers, but find myself SCREAMING in response every time they u201Csoft-ballu201D and u201Ccompartmentalizeu201D whatu2019s going on by focusing everyoneu2019s minds within the u201Cpandemic & vaccineu201D arena, and they are NOT Helping by framing the debates that way. Peter and other doctors MUST stop using the term Vaccine. And they must also stop referring to COVID as a normal occurrence within nature. These are in Fact, Bioweapons, and again, Iu2019ve been saying it for over 30 years leading up to the COVID Scamdemic.

    Nobody with million or billion dollar budgets within mainstream media or our government, such as the U.S. Justice and State Departments, or the CDC, FDA, DARPA, DoD, the Security Briefers, the Attorney Generalsu2026none of these God Damn Whores are accidentally mis-framing or mis-directing the public, especially at this stage of the game.

    Nothing that has happened and nothing that is said or leakedu2014viruses or wordsu2014has been an accident over the past three year, or 500 yearsu2014if you want a full understanding. All of it, the entire collection of events and all of our reactions (slavers and slaves) has been planned. And now with quantum computers and total control over the internet, digital IDu2019s and Currencies, they can conduct all of it, precisely; actions, reactions of every explosive event, with the CIA-controlled media & social platform bots to keep everyone in check and directed like brainwashed sheep. But with one more advanced process: mRNA Gene manipulation and mental controls via compulsory vaccination process, as well as putting these bioweapons into the air, food, water and other medicines without your knowledge. Iu2019m NOT dreaming this shit up, doc. This is the reality most have yet to comprehend and fully realize in itu2019s entirety, and every day most are too busy being distracted with just living and surviving and protecting their own small groups, meanwhile being even more drawn into and free-falling down that Alice & Wonderland rabbit hole, and there is no bottom.

    Time is less than short, doc. And I donu2019t apologize for the language I use. These monster are indeed whores for the ultra-rich Eugenicists, and we are their trapped slaves. Being autistic, Iu2019ve Never been able to stop investigating or kneel to these SOBu2019s, but they keep trying to shut me up every way possible, including threatening my life. But I just canu2019t quit. Iu2019m just too Not Normal to selfishly think of my own well being and give up on solving this maddening puzzle I began putting together prior to active duty Army, then continued after discharge to this very day. Iu2019m must figure it outu2014the problems and solutions and defeat themu2014or my head will implode.u270CuFE0Fu2764uFE0FuD83DuDDFDu2014sincerely.

  • Avatar Crixcyon says:

    NEWS FLASH: pharmaceutical companies have been getting away with murder for the past 70 years. Often it’s a died suddenly event which in no way would be caused by safe and effective drugs or it’s done with a slower poisoning over months or years that is untraceable to the murdering drugs.

  • Avatar Scrub-Texas says:

    McCullough, Kory, etc wonu2019t talk about the good vs evil, bioweapon, etc because it is a crazy bridge too far and out of their expertise and lends to supposition. They are fact based and are trying to stay in their medical lane to stop the u201Cvaxu201D damage and donu2019t want the message muddied-I believe. But what Scott says is true (i think he means lying by omission-a lot of journos do) and the evidence lay in front of us-collaborated by Katherine Watts deep dive into the history of laws passed over the last 50+ years that allowed this Covid shit show to occur as only one among tons of other collaborators mentioned above.

    Think about the fact that Fenbendazole cures cancer anecdotally (tho I know it does) and scientists and docs have known this (among other drugs) yet ST. Judes continues to ask for money (having a non profit disgusting war chest) for the very same treatments they have done for 50 years on children -chemo (poison the body), radiation (burn the body) and surgery (damaging and slicing and dicing) but still no cure? How do you knowingly allow children to die or at best torture them as above to u201Csaveu201D them? All the while having inexpensive loss risk alternatives?

    Why are so many evil people living way past their expiration date? Do they possibly know more because they funded most of the science kept the info for curing to themselves and they have neglected to share with the general public?

    God is not happy with any cog in this wheel of inhumanity to man injuring/killing His children and truly hope/pray there will be massive severe justice or God save us all.

    • Avatar Robert Yoho MD (ret) says:

      Anyone w their eyes open sees it. McCullough admitted the pervasive evil to me personally. Here’s another scientist friend: https://robertyoho.substack.com/p/489bdf0c-ea2c-4810-94eb-1239c6c34bde

    • Avatar RE Nichols says:

      I really don’t see how this can end without the destruction of humanity barring the Second Coming. Or at least some giant miracle. Even if we can somehow throw off or outlast the bad guys they will already have caused too much destruction at every level.

      • Avatar Scrub-Texas says:

        Agree-however there is a part of me holding out for the good-throughout life when every possible scenario for a good and decent outcome seems impossible-the sky opens up and a solution presents itself when all hope is lost-thwarting TPTB at all costs means get healthy(no processed food, no sugar, exercise, loose weight, eat all clean, vitamins, no u201Cvaccinesu201D, no pharma, etc), collectively making sacrifices and stop supporting/funding all evil agendas. It is not easy and habits are hard to break. The mere withdrawal of 5-10% of children in any ISD brings them to their knees. If companies donu2019t have money canu2019t bribe our elected officials. If ISD funding drop, so does evil programs, etc. Donu2019t fly on Mondays until proper testing of pilot health AND removal of the inept costly TSA. The lists are endless, civil disobedience and lack of purchasing do work – aka Ghandi. No one is going to save us-we are on our own and collectively if only 30% (statistically the resistors) do it we can save the rest of the blinded libtards and fence sitters-history proves that also.

        • Avatar Robert Yoho MD (ret) says:

          And our powers of recovery are almost unlimited, and the Cabal’s ruined science is not reliable…

          • Avatar RE Nichols says:

            Dr. Yoho my body suffers malabsorption. If STHF what will I do without my B12 shots and iron infusions? I already have slight nerve damage. My gut is screwed up after decades on SSRI’s. At least I’m finally off those.

        • Avatar Scrub-Texas says:

          Amen! Americans are the most resilient, innovative, generous, courageous and brilliant bunch of mutts that can and will pull themselves up by their bootstraps and be the better for it-itu2019s crumbling reports of CEO of BlackRock rethinking the pushing of ESG-smelling me some winning!!

        • Avatar RE Nichols says:

          If 100 million of us refuse to enter their prison cities or accept their handouts they will not be able to round us all up before their system collapses. The system that they propose is unsustainable. Ironic considering… 🙂
          Not enough UN troops, armed SRI agents or soldiers in tutus to take us on. China has its own problems with angry citizens at home sick of the few families running the CCP.

  • Avatar Andy Bunting says:

    Thanks Dr. Yoho. Excellent post. Brilliant advice, regarding taking a day off regularly!

  • Avatar Momaram says:

    Exactly. I have sent so many letters to politicians, news hosts, every conservative group that asks me for money to investigate why the CDC, NIH, FDA BANNED doctors from giving EARLY, safe and effective outpatient Covid treatment with medications available from the start. Unless you were sick enough to be admitted, you were sent home with NO treatment, not even advice, such as vitamin C, D3, zinc, quercetin, healthy diets and exercise.

    All I hear are crickets. No one has the guts to investigate.

    Millions were hospitalized and over 1 million Americans died.

    EARLY treatment = 90% FEWER hospitalizations / deaths = NO Emergency Use approval for the jabs = NO billions for Big Pharma = NO millions in Big Pharma donations to the foundations of the CDC and NIH… and Fauci wouldn’t have “earned” $5 million in just 2 years.

    https://protectingtheconstitution.home.blog/2023/05/05/no-one-died-of-covid/

  • Avatar Teresa says:

    The Grace Schara story is heartbreaking, and the knowledge that medical personnel facilitated her death is chilling.

  • Avatar Art says:

    Scott has mastered the art of critical thinking. Sadly for many only personal tragedy can make that happen.

  • Avatar Chris Whitley says:

    (Part 1 of 2)
    I believe what these brave professionals are doing is nothing short of miraculous. Their action in and of themselves are the catalyst and it’s begun. All need be done is to continue to unravel the lies, documenting, sharing and ultimately applying a small army of exceptional “pattern recognizors,” people with a natural innate ability to “see” patterns in just about anything and to decipher the “Big Plan’s” future movements from past and present same! this will enable a plan of our own and with some critically needed foresight which will enable us to get ahead of this juggernaut with some plandemics of our own. With just the slightest amount of foreknowledge of where, what, when and who (Pun not intended) we can create self-revealing event-traps for the minions of the globalists. I myself have a bit of a talent for this pattern recognition and it’s come to me very quickly they toss under a gigantic speeding and extremely deadly bus any minion or minion-group that allows itself to become compromised/exposed as any sort of complicit entity or who could possibly, even in the most remote of possibilities, tie themselves to these shadow-creature globalists. Any sort of intelligence of this nature is a foot up on taking some action to slow the never ending roll of futility. We need to become organized to some minor degree, not so much as t make targets of ourselves, but just enough to have the knowledge acquired, preliminarily confirmed and then distributed where needed or best leveraged into positive actions that will do some real damage to their infrastructure. We need to learn fast from their examples and turn their own monsters against them – Give them a taste of their own medicine in every real and horrific sense of the term!
    I can say this in support o this idea, I am a victim of the bio-weapon, (1st/2nd Moderna high-toxicity in mid 2021) I know how absolutely devastating it is to the individual’s psyche, moral and mental fortitude. I’m personally at that wonderful stage where the most common of words eludes me for minutes or completely while having a casual conversation. I’ve been having severe bloody noses for approximately 7-8 months now and a week ago today I was posting to twitter some revealing African news to do with the B&MGF and their beta-testing new “software” on the unsuspecting when another bloody nose literally just erupted and began flowing like Mt. St. Helens pyroclastic cloud down upon the citizenry! I’ve developed a system of toilet paper quickly rolled, folded in half and rolled again into a short nostril plug that’s quickly and easily twisted into place and stems the flow while applying slight pressure to quickly turn off the spigot altogether. I got busy and was actually having fun ripping BG a new orifice and so almost choked on the blood that had seemingly filled my nostril and was “overflowing” into the back of my throat. Spraying blood in such a way only a powerful cough can so perfectly cover every damn thing that an intended paint-sprayer could only ever dream of doing. I reached up and pulled the now very dark red TP-plug out of my nose and then actually screamed in real horror at seeing the 3.5 inch creature that somehow had managed to escape the confines of my brain and had visciousy attacked and latched onto the tp plug with it’s terrifyingly imppressive fangs and was for a moment dangling from the end of the actual tp-plug before I launched it directly away from myself and right into the center of my desktop computer’s LCD screen… where it then attached itself like some alien reddish-purplish colored banana slug and actually appeared to be slithering along diagonally across my lcd screen!!! It’s movement turned out to be due to my lack of office cleaning skills as it followed a leftover streak of god knows what mixed with some cleaning foam or another. After having regained my sanity I used a piece of printer paper to sort of scrape the creature off my screen and it rolled into the center of the slightly folded paper and then sat on my desk with my mind desperately clinging to any sort of scenario that would present itself where I didn’t have alien banana slugs crawling out of my brain. It took me about three seconds to realize the even more horrifying reality that laid before me and for a good hour and a half i was utterly and completely 100% straight out of my mind praying in disbelief and absolutely refusing to acknowledge the meaning of what I could no longer bring myself to look at. I was in the bathroom frantically scrubbing my hands, tearing my shirt off and splashing water on my face and up into my nose. I literally screamed out loud just like my daughters had so many times when I snuck up on and “gotcha’ed” them! This time it was my grandson and he was staring wide-eyed in fear at his Papa, half covered in blood and balling like a baby, which he very quickly joined me in, and wasn’t long before everyone was up and asking who I had killed and why on earth I had allowed our grandson to witness it. i just stared at them all, reality had so cruelly just left me holding the bag and was nowhere to be found no matter how absolutely brutally I threatened it to return to me now, Right Goddamned Now! It was a goner, and I heard myself far away explaining that an alien banana slug had just crawled out my brain where it had undoubtedly done some significant damage before I sort of felt and strangely heard, too, a loud “Karumph-Bang” before moments later somehow waking up quite rested and feeling pretty good in my own bed! they were all surrounding the bed from side to side and from the looks on their faces, there was something really bad going on here. “Oh shit,” i screamed before leaping up and off the bed and out the door, down the hall and into my office and grabbing the wicked-sharp “Fiskars” machete (Yeah, “Fiskars,” they make a kind of Sci-Fi version of a gardening machete that would have served Jason Voorhees extremely well) and scanning my office for wherever the alien slug might have positioned itself for a secondary attack! It was laying there on the printer paper. I slammed the door to my office before anyone could get through the door and yelled all was okay, not to worry, lol! Yeah, that was brilliant! I slumped into my office chair and stared at the thing, head pounding where it had connected with the bathroom floor earlier. It was very real now, very scary and I had no choice but to accept this truth no matter how crazy, how far-fetched and improbable, how incomprehensibly just no fucking way this could be! everything was a lie, EVERYTHING!!! I have never felt so totally and completely alone and isolated and cut off from my own kind! My hands were shaking uncontrollably, chest heaving and eyes cycling in and out of focus from the tears overflowing and pooling and overflowing and pooling and overflowing. I wiped them and grabbed this thing and brought it close to inspect it visually. (Continued in part 2)

  • Avatar Chris Whitley says:

    (Part 2 of 2)
    it was like a piece of semi-rigid rubber, but with a viscosity that said it had a graininess within it’s structure. It was tough, and i had to get scissors to cut it off of the tp plug. Looking closer it had sort of “grown” into the tp! Insane, I know, but I’ve made a good living taking apart things that were broken and then figuring out what exactly failed and putting them back together again fully functional with somewhat freakishly intuitive precision and accuracy, typically in at least half the time of any of my contemporaries, and often with systemic and structural improvements that amazed many and to me just seemed obvious needing such! My blood had clotted as it was exposed to air and in such a way that left absolutely zero doubt that it was no longer just blood! A thousand horror and sci-fi movies I have watched since childhood all began playing out in my head, an existential (I had no idea this is what it was called at the time!) conflict and rift opened up in my soul and I knew right then and there exactly where this had come from. i have never been more sure of anything in my entire life. I’ve always been a bit put off by organized religion, having an uncle who was certifiable and yet still preaching in that way that could hide the fact of his departing from reality quite some time ago had a lot to do with that. I had always talked to God, though, we were good buds and I had come to rely on his advice more than a few times growing up. Mine was a very rough and lonely version and so we became buds quickly and i have learned to only ask for help when i really needed it, because otherwise he made sure a little better each consecutive time you asked that you learned this lesson! I screamed inside my heart with a real fear like I have never felt before. I was begging for forgiveness, I was apologizing for allowing the most foul to come into myself, I was praying I was still worthy of His help, and at the same time debating if it was still a mortal sin to kill yourself if it was in the business of destroying absolute and true evil… I knew it was redundant, but explained I agreed to this only to protect my wife who has very serious cardiovascular complications that are slowly, section by section causing her heart to die with nothing to be done to slow or stop it and my daughter who has very serious asthma and has been on a nebulizer and inhalers her entire life. Either of them catching Covid was certain death. Both their doctors had advised against the vaccine, if you can believe that now! Everything that was going on in the world all of a sudden made perfect sense. I knew exactly what was happening and why. It was not something I was prepared to actually deal with in my lifetime. I was so lost and terrified and there was no way I was going to be able to present this in any way that wouldn’t make me a special delivery for the nut house upon telling the story to anyone. And I was ashamed beyond belief and I remembered reading something about it “shedding” or something… It felt like there was nothing I could do. I was so lost and drifting in an ocean of hopelessness! I sat there staring at this thing that had come out of me, physical evidence that something otherworldly was happening and nobody knew or cared or would ever believe it, even with this thing as proof, they were already calling so many people crazy. Hell, I wasn’t at all sure I wasn’t off in the deep end. I just sat there and asked God to help me, over an over and over, because this was some serious shit and I had already stepped right in it. Finally I just said “Please, tell me what to do.” Like a mantra for hours.
    “Ding!” my phone notification sounded off and I didn’t care, just some more bs like was constantly flooding my inbox and download folder lately. The damn thing wouldn’t stop to the point it got my attention that it was as crazy as I was! I planned on venting my building rage on whoever it was and snatching my phone up and swiping the screen there was only one notification. Telegram had finished installing and needed my input to complete setup. WTF??? I didn’t install this. I had just figured out how to disable Facebook and could actually use my phone again, finally! It just kept flashing and it annoyed the hell out of me. “Fine!” I yelled at it and set it up. It wouldn’t let me uninstall it so I figured finish what it wanted and then I’d rip it out by the roots! When it was finished it was telling me to join a group called “The Universal Antidote”. I laughed out loud and thought this is not fucking funny, these mother… “oh my god,.” and I was a balling wreck once again, this was impossible, these things didn’t really happen, and especially not to me, ever! But there it was, bigger than life and still flashing so freaking annoyingly… “Proven CDS Potocol restores full health to thousands of Covid Vaccine injured! Spike proteins neutralized and made inert! Electrical and magnetic balance restored!” something very close to this, anyway. Things and people continue to be placed in front of me. I accept it all gratefully, thankfully and with a mind of knowing what I’m supposed to do. It’s just making yourself available! Others have said it right, we are today in the battle for the right to be human beings against a very real evil. I’m still not religious, but I am the willing instrument of my God and prepared to follow His lead anywhere I’m needed. I’ve heard so many ask the same questions I asked of everyone. These are the days that will test everyone and you will find yourselves and your true purpose. This experience is what will shape all of us and then shape the future of humanity, once again! i think we have been here many times and it is this way for us who can to get it right and set the proper future in motion with all the right everythings in their proper places and mindsets and heartfelt beliefs. It’s funny, because, like someone else said here, it’s the same program of evil just a different date and different names, but the same players, fighting the same continued battle. I had by chance an opportunity to read “The Rise And Fall Of The Third Reich”, twice, and so did that. I didn’t care for the book much and less so for what they were about and did to so many, and it is exactly what is happening now, just a little mix-it-up of all the players and reasons, but the desired results are so insanely exactly the same and unchanged from all those years ago. It’s them alright, not Germans or Nazis, but Real Evil. It’s opportunistic and it wants humanity and so it just chooses another one of our variable groupings to turn and twist against ourselves! That’s it’s nature and why it can’t help itself following the same path again and again! I have a feeling it doesn’t like America one little bit, and why it’s gone to such lengths to utterly rip us all apart to die alone and confused.
    Okay, yeah, I’m getting on my own nerves now…

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